LOL

bought my dog a soft fluffy bed… sleeps on the floor, my clothes or a rug instead

bed is prestine after 4 years. still as fluffy as the day I bought it. dogs don’t even care about beds, they just want a thing on the floor.

what you refer to as comics books is one style. I assume you mean DC/marvel…

try not focusing on the end goal, but the steps to get there instead

I could start doing cyanide and happiness art within a week or two with no prior art skills.

whut? I must have some special books. while yes they have chapters on theory, science and why things work, the recipie pages themselves for me are just that. recipes. no fluff, no crap, no random unrelated things but ingredients, and steps to prepare with alternate flavors/modifications that could be done.

so the website is potentially just gas lighting you? heh

you’re craving the dopamine high to make you better.

it’s incredible what people do when they think with emotion and not logic

what a horrible choice of colors, I can’t tell the shades of orange apart

watching sports and cheering for ‘sides’ is barbaric and not worth the time. the countless riots over winning, or losing also backs up my claims

other the barbaric nonsense, I have no input. this applies to all sports when watching them as ‘entertainment’

participating in sports is a different thing altogether.

it’s for sure the latter. never developed the skills and well… yeah, I live like a teenager and nothing gets done. like, nothing… I don’t have a life routine or whatever people use/think to get stuff done. I dunno, I’m just lost

lol, wow… don’t even know where to begin tbh. I’m just a mess and want to fix my life. don’t know what day it is, don’t use calendars, can’t manage any tasks, low motivation, never know where/what to start with, horrible with money, house is a dumpster… almost literally. I forget/never know when garbage pickup is so I forget to put it out, a lot… so it sits in the house for 2 weeks, unless I forget again. tried making lists of things, forget or lose the lists.

I’m just horrible at being an adult in general.

thank you, I’ll read into Stoicism. face value, looks like an interesting philosophy to live by.

my comment was about how doors open in my life, and I never make it through because other people enter before I do and close the door leaving me standing around confused

*laughs in a plethora of doors opened with everyone else barging through them instead

andaybe the cat, especially if it only happens when it’s cleaning itself.

the car isn’t removed, just mine is. doesn’t really avoid anything

also didn’t include, but the party is at the hotel we’re all staying at so no excuses.

well that’s how companies should be, no? they call you in for a work event, they should be covering expenses like my time, travel and expenses incurred. isn’t this normal?

no trains go there or planes unless I find some dude that owns a plane. I don’t mind the drive personally, it very scenic and I love music so that keeps me going easily

nah, xmas party. one of the few times I run the commute into the actual office. it’s nice seeing everyone esp this time of the year

yeah major city. tons of options. enterprise was their chosen company.

might very well be nepotism, just such an odd decision to take on the risk of renting a car vs having me use my own.