I think I think differently than most. I have a very active internal monologue but when it comes to visual thought I can very easily overlay my thoughts onto my vision. Almost like a diagram or writing something on something but in my head only. I feel that if I was smarter I would be able to do something with it.

What the fuck is that trigger discipline.

Those birds are trying to see if the capybaras will fit in their mouth.

Just die I guess

I’ve quit pretty much everything but this. People that I want to be able to contact me have my number.

Perhaps it is acceptance that is best in those situations.

Max go -> Max now -> Max Max -> ???

Corvids

Best: I get to be outside.

Worst: I get to be outside.