Ongoing recontextualization of myself in a larger historical and existential framework for starters. Then pulling from non-dual traditions in order to find a sense of acceptance and appreciation not bound by moment to moment conditions. Finally, reaffirming the values from which I want to operate and as best as I can not letting myself devolve from them. Also, occasional drugs qua vacation.

Lots of sadness around the fact that it could all be so much nicer